hi all. i just need some support and validation (if it's possible) in some of the symptoms i experience. i don't have did, i've never lost time, but i spend a lot of time floating around not really landing in a solid sense of self or a strong feeling of self or of a solid "I". does that make sense to anybody? it's as if i can't really land and feel whole and i feel fragmented and distant a lot. it's really uncomfortable. i don't think i'm doing a very good job of describing it. i've been in therapy for about 15+ years now and have had a therapist and psychiatrist the entire time. i only recently (last fall) went on riperdal and that seems to help the "splitting" feeling i get inside. it gets so isolating feeling to feel to "cut off" from myself. can anyone relate to this?? any support would be greatly appreciated. thanks for taking the time to read this.
susan