Welcome to the site! You will find plenty of caring members here... of all shapes, colors, sizes and genders!

I am personally curious as to why you solicited responses (at first) only from non-anglo women. Do you sense that anglo women can't relate to non-anglo? Perhaps this is another something your family has ingrained in you? Or perhaps you do not have a good support system for you in your world, that anglos just don't seem to care and support you? And I can see how that could be...

also, there are men on here that are experiencing the same feelings and questions that you are... and can help with a different perspective for us too!

I don't have an "eating disorder" per se... but my eating is certainly disordered! lol I am disabled and really not safe enough nor brain organized enough any more, to shop and cook for myself... so I resign myself to one meal a day (at a local restaurant.) On days like today, when I am too fatigued to go out, I don't really eat. (I just munched on some ice cream, though ---sugar free!?)

I'm sure it is something that can be better performed in the future for me... when other things are cleared... guess I feel I'm just not worthy of working on it ahead of some other things....

again, welcome and come back often!