drummergrl,

...my face would be right next to yours....thanks.
can you believe that i work in intensive care? i haven't been to work in a week. it seems that i can handle the work, but you're right! when people get mean or controlling it stresses me out and i can't take it..
ok...i'll try to live with this. it's just so hard to keep from judging myself so harshly...bad bipolar! why didn't i see it coming..? i'm going to a 12 step group tonight, i need help. if i feel any judgement, i can't go back.
...and i think that i'm a strong person. God help the people who aren't so strong.
dorsey