Look, I don't care if you think you are ugly because you are clearly not. Nobody on this god forsaken planet is ugly. Trust me. The only ugly people are the ones who are truly mean at heart. I am struggling with weight also and I swear no matter what I do, I can't lose one freakin' pound. I am very insecure about myself and what others think of me. I try to ignore that feeling though. Most of the time I feel like this ---> But my friends and family see this.----> I know what its like and I feel you girly.