holy.........***** i went to a social event last night. even though it was only an hour. i SPOKE to people, i looked a few of them in the eye!!! i made some of them laugh!!!!! AM got really screamy on the drive back but wow. that never happens. social things i mean. plus i remembered to take sleeping stuff last night so i';m running on (holy ***** again) 8 HOURS of sleep. when's an ax gonna fall on my head and wreck my day and outfit.