Yeah, I have plenty of moments like that. But also I have moments like "To hell with everyone else!!!" or moments like "... @~!%&*****@~#:£%^!!!!! ..."

So I suppose those different moments balance out one another...

Oh, and by the way... it's not that you're "too much of a coward" as you said... You know you have a lot to lose if you give up.

You know there is happiness and peace out there somewhere, and you want to find it.

It will be quite a journey, but you'll get there.