I don't know how much more I can take. Husband had another of his blow ups at me, of course everything is my fault. Should be used to that by now, it's only been happening for the last 16 years. I have my step daughters future step son here who has alot of his own problems. He's having some bad outbursts now. Husband left to go have fun. I'm here with my own kids plus our future step grandson. I wish I could just run away and hide somewere. I'm sorry for all the whining and complaining I do on here. You people all have enough to deal with.

Sorry posted in wrong place.