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Originally Posted by jeshuelle
Hi, I thought I was being monitored 24/7 too. For a whole year. During this time I was on antipsychotics, Abilify (can't have done the job, was only on 5mg). The strange thing is I loved thinking I was under surveillance and being filmed etc. When my "episode" subsided I was devastated to realise I was totally now not being captured on film. It's a very common trait of psychosis and delusions to think you're being monitored. You're not the only one so don't worry too much, it will pass in time.
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Thanks. I thought this for 5 years until my meds were increased and my therapist set me straight. I'm not sure I liked being filmed/watched, it eventually made me very irate. I did often have monologues, where I thought the people recording me could hear. It was all very confusing -- it was hard to tell what was real and what was not. The details of the episode were very complicated.