Think with the head on your shoulders. Not the one between your legs. This new woman sounds like a nice woman. The little girl you keep pining over is a manipulative child. Woman or girl. Big difference. You also jump too quickly into things. Im bipolar. I get it. Im about to marry one of the things i jumped in to too quickly. But im happy and in the most stable relationship in all my 45 years. I have no real advise. So ill stfu. This thread just had me smh.