I have delusions of Grandeur a lot. When I am manic it gets worse. I feel like I am able to do things that I do not have the training for. For instances, I feel like I am capable of producing medications with no biochemistry background. I feel I am capable of giving legal advice or even defending people in court even though I am still working on my undergrad to get into law school. I get paranoia as well. I feel like the police are going to get me for something I didn't do. When I get delusional I often start working on a big project and then as the medication begins to kick back in. I stop working on it and wonder what I was thinking to begin with.
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