Ok. . .

I have therapy on Wed. I am supposed to bring my daughter in with me, and play with her while T watches and offers guidance to me. DH and I both think this is not such a good idea due to the face that I probably won't let go enough to actually play, and also I'm worried about crying in front of her and her not understanding what is going on. She's only seven. So, T and I spoke, and he said it's fine to come without her, but to bring my own "toys" and coloring book and crayons and such; we're still going to play. Oh yeah, and a box of Crunch Berries and milk so we can eat cereal for lunch.

So. . .my nightmares the last few nights have been on me. . .grown up me at 32. . .laying on the floor, coloring, and all of a sudden, something incredibly childish (awful) happens.

I'm beyond freaked out.

Ideas? Suggestions? Games? Childlike things to do? A lobotomy please?