The energy drink I like is the starbucks one in the big can.

What do you guys think I should do? should I take a higher dosage of Effexor or stay. My evenings aredepressing. Really depressing. No SI's, but I feel like my head and face are heavy because of the depression. What to do what to do...

Whatever happens, I don't want my positive feelings to go away like they did with the SSRI's. life.

What I've been doing lately is on Tuesday, Saturday, and Sundays, I've been showing up at the library when it opens and star for a few hours, until I can't take it anymore and I go to a bar where I could write longer because beer lifts my mood. I know it's not the best thing to do but I don't know what else I could do.