Christina, I just read your post. Wow. That must have been a difficult letter to write. I am going to have to go back and read it again—I’ve read it several times. There is so much in it I am unsure what to say. You were hurt, abandoned, abused…but, none of it was your fault. You are far from self-centered—you have offered me and others so much support. You said, “It hurt so much and nobody noticed or cared.” That rips at my heart—it’s such a sad horrible place to be in—one that I can relate to. Please know that you are not alone in your feelings. I wish I could do more than just say something like I understand…I wish I could make it all go away for you. Know that I care.