I'm getting married next week! Ahh. Yes, I should be excited but i'm having some doubts. I've been with my fiancé for 5 years and we live together. Since the beginning of our relationship I have gone through periods of doubt. During these periods I just don't want to be cuddled, I don't want sex, and I get annoyed easily by my partner. I also notice my partners physical flaws more and I focus on them. These episodes usually happen when i'm pmsing but i'm worried because i'm going through one right now and i'm not due for my period! When i'm not having these episodes I absolutely love my partner, and I love being around him. Right now what is bothering me the most is changing my last name to his. Seems silly I guess and i'm not sure why it's bothering me so much because it didn't before. I'm so nervous I will have these feelings walking down the isle and I'll remember having those feelings walking down the isle forever. I don't want to break up with him i'm more just wondering if anyone else goes through these feelings in their relationship. Is it normal?
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