I'll try to make a long story short. I've been doing pretty well for the past year. As long as I am not stressed I am good. Well, right now some heavy duty stresses are going on. Not bad things, but big changes and family issues. I am having severe mood swings, worse than I've ever had. I have called the crisis line and am going to Doc Monday.

I am ok when I have an upswing. I feel hopeful and think all will be ok. Down swing is just the opposite. Hopeless and see no reason to go on.

I am alone, but I feel safe. I have the crisis line and I can call 911 if I feel like...you know...

Thank you for listening. I appreciate all of you here for brightening my days. I hope to get back to my jolly self any time now.