I feel like a big burden. I even feel guilty for posting here. I feel so stupid I gave in impulsively twice and now my mind just craves it. Im supposed to call my DBT t if things go amuck but I still feel too much of a burden to bother her. She's lectured and assured me otherwise but still.
Im afraid Im falling back into old habits. Now that Ive done it already i dint really care anymore
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