Hi Breezy-day,
You seem like a really strong woman to be enduring the stuff you mentioned.
I have found this forum really helpful and a great way to get things off your chest. I have trust issues so i don't like to talk about my deep feelings much but it's easy on here. There's no judgment, it's safe and friendly.
Having all those thoughts circling around in your head can be super overwhelming and really confusing so dont hesitate to post your random thoughts on here.
I hope you have a lovely weekend
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