I can totally relate to you. For about the past year and a half, I have just had a completely blank mind, aside from negative recurring thoughts and anger. I can think positive thoughts but no emotion is associated with them so they dont stick. I am on wellbutrin (150 mg daily) and concerta (18 mg daily) for depression. I am 29 and I dont feel any love for anyone including my husband or any excitement for anything, I just know I should feel that way so I intellectually feel things if that makes any sense. I know this is what depression is but does this go away for anyone? When depression is cured can you laugh and actually feel good? I have been on this combination of medications for a 3 weeks now, with no help. I have been on the wellbutrin alone about two monthes now. Thank you!!