im. disoriented i told the visiting doctor Everything short of AM and shes putting in a psych referral for me. every time i try to do it myself they turn me away and say theyre booked but maybe someone who Isnt Me can get me in? i hope they don't just send me to a Unipolar Non-Psychotic Depression And Anxiety Specialist with all the advice arsenal of a high school guidance counselor like usual.

it was nice to let it out though. don't knw why i trusted her enough to tell her so many things. mayb e im just desperate. :V