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Old Oct 23, 2015, 01:46 PM
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Usually on meds I wouldn't care if someone upset me because id be too damn numb to care. Well today my bf's mom said some mean stuff that I heard through the pHone call (he was sitting next to me). I started crying right away. And I made him take me home. He didn't even stick up for me to her. Then to top it all off, I texted him saying how hurt I was and said just said how his mom Hates me and that I can't deal with that in my life. Well guess who I accidentally sent it to?! His mom! Omg so I started crying more.

Usually a fit like this scares me that maybe my meds aren't working right. Very rarely do I ever cry. But I cry a lot when I'm manic.

Or is it possible I'm feeling real emotions that will past?

Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia
Seroquel 300mgs
Lamictal titrating at 75mgs
Buspar 45mgs
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvance 50mg PRN