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Dear T: I need to tell you something but I don't know how part XV
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Oct 23, 2015, 10:40 PM
Daystrom
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Possible trigger:
The thought is getting stronger all the time: I should not be here.
I am not supposed to be alive. I never was.
You only care about me because I pay you to, but it doesn't matter because you should not be seeing me. I should not be in your office. I should not be in anyone's office. I should not be on this planet. I should be dead. I should have died years ago. Preferably in infancy, before I had a chance to come into contact with and screw up anything for anyone else.
None of you are supposed to be reading this because I am not supposed to be here to type it.
I'd kill myself if I had any guts at all. I owe the world that much. The world is trying to push me out by taking away everything that keeps me going, one at a time. Natural selection is at work.
Maybe drinking myself to death counts. I won't call 911. I'll just throw the phone out the window to make sure.
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