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Originally Posted by chickenfoot
Do you feel depressed or guilt? It's perfectly normal to feel drained and depressed after an orgasm. Some people get reeeeally depressed after. If it's guilt and disgust, then it's just a you thing. It's really nothing to be ashamed of. You where probably brought up to believe it's not ok to talk about such a thing or do such a thing. Everyone does it, some people just aren't mature enough to talk about it and others don't know what they're on about. Like me. But... I had a point. Yeah, it's nothing to be disgusted about. Just don't over do it or you might hurt yourself.  |
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it was never talked about in my family but i feel like kind of ashamed because maybe god doesnt want me doing it. the avenues i take to get me to the end point...like pornography...i feel like is a sin. i feel ashamed because of god. that might sound weird or something but i feel like im just outright sinning. i dont feel disgusted by my body or anything. but i feel guilt. i think it raises my dopamine level so i feel really happy for about a few minutes and then its like *BOOM* god is watching me and he wouldnt approve of what im doing :/
thats how i feel.
i mean ive been depressed afterwards before because i feel i have no boyfriend to experience great times with but its just usually the...the god thing.