Ya cuz everyone always cares about attractiveness and stuff and not intelligence then masturbating is just giving into the primitive brain it's stupid and I'd rather have a drug that increases dopamine and not think about it which is why it numbs the emotions a bit. Being social, thinking about girls is mindless but we cant stop thoughts like that.

Especially pedophiles. They must feel terrible but oh god I'm not getting into that..

Unfortunately for a lot of people that abuse speed or meth, they do it for 10-12 hours non stop while watching porn high because there's so much dopamine and is one of the most addicting things on earth.

I did it once 2 hours lol stopping wasn't even an option but I used to be extremely hypersexual and do it like 5-7 times a day. Never been so high in my life and I'm very sure than a heroin high couldn't compare. I was so high it was ridiculous and I was completely manic.

I was famous though for thousands of people and now on cam I'm like girl pls I'm not taking my shirt off and all you people want to do is talk about sex or guy cuz idk i didn't care and was high

Maybe you're disgusted because of your religious beliefs?