I want to point out that you are far from your mind being blank. I do understand why you chose that username... I read what you shared and I am glad that you did. To me you seem to be a very passionate person especially to what you hold dear to you even if they don't or seems they don't for you. For me I could add... that even my worst offenders ... as much as I hate them I still love them in a certain way. But at the same time I wish they never existed. I am sure that doesn't make any sense. I have a hard time of that one myself.

You share:
" No one is lesser than me or above me they just don't understand. I wish they did. I'm usually angry because they can't, but if they did I wouldn't be talking about this now."

I feel very similar in this regard... I also wish I was understood too... I really do... I've become arrogant in a way because no one can understand me. Is that you feel sometimes too? I'm just wondering... Do you have a different out look to the truth of life in itself? Just curious because I can try to talk to a friend who I think understands me about my philosophies and run them off. I don't think my outlook is why out there... I call things how they are and I've come to learn that there are certain ignorance's certain people around me have because they have not experienced what I have which makes me see things in a totally different light. Do you feel that way about people around you also?

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