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thank you....... i know i shouldn't blame myself too much for the si i just get angry with myself when i look at it..... it's ugly. the alcohol was a bad idea........ i usually try not to drink when i'm feeling bad because it only makes things worse..... i was just feeling so rotten the other day i said "screw it, i'm gonna get some wine." it was a bad decision. i just really need to focus to keep myself from making bad choices like that.