So I left T a message Friday evening that I was upset. I said that if he was still in (can't tell since he can't answer his phone if he's with a client) to call me back. Otherwise maybe to call me on Monday. He actually called me on Saturday. I was so amazed at that. I talked to him on the phone for around 20 minutes. I've never done that before. Usually if he calls I talk for a few seconds and then tell him I don't want to keep him. This time when I tried to pull away he told me to stop worrying about what he needs, that he had called me back because he wanted to. So I kept talking to him, and the conversation eventually ended naturally. I'm so glad he was there. I wished later that it could have been today instead of yesterday because yesterday evening was so painful. I'm having a terrible time and feel like I'm dying inside. I'm so glad T was there. I'm really dependent on him right now, and he wants me to be. So it's good. I wish I could see him twice a week right now though that'd be hard while I'm unemployed. I might try it anyway though.

Sidony