How do you know if you're manic? I'm recently diagnosed but not on any medication yet, as I just started meeting with a T not long ago.
I know my mood has been eccentric lately with some irritability mixed in. People are pointing all of this out. They're annoyed. Even I'm annoyed at times. But I can't stop. I'm talking to myself. Laughing at everything. My thoughts are racing and I feel like I'm going crazy. But at the same time this is so exhilarating. I feel free. I feel like I can do anything. I know I shouldn't do some of these things and I'm trying to keep myself in check. But the thoughts, the ideas, there's so many. And they all sound so magnificent.
I don't know what to do. Sleep isn't helping. I used to try to sleep it off. I'm trying ever so hard to keep myself under control. ****. This is not good. I have an appointment with my T Monday. I just don't know how bad this can get. Maybe it won't. I just really need some advice.