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Old Aug 05, 2007, 02:33 PM
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<font color="#000088">You know, what stopped me that 7 years ago was a scary thing, but it was also a great thing at the same time! I almost died, and I had to learn how to walk again, along with a transfusion. But what actually stopped me was not the fact that I almost died, that is what put the ball in motion. It scared my Dad so much when the hospital notified him, as my next of kin. He asked me to come back to Utah for a little while, so he could help me get back on my feet and spent some time with me, that he missed me, and was worried about me. So When I got out of the Hospital in California, and was able to walk again. I did come back up to stay with my Dad for a little while. When we got to his house, we had a long talk, and my Dad started crying, and I'd never seen my Dad cry before. I loved my Dad so much, and I never mean't to hurt him, and when I saw those tears, it just hit me, that I was hurting my Dad, not just me! So it was actually the Love that I had for my Dad that stopped me from cutting. Love is very powerful, and can help you with anything! I did slip up once since that moment, but then I remembered those tears from my Dad. And haven't done it since...7 years ago..July 3rd,2000 was the last time! It was Love that stopped me! So it is possible for anyone to stop, if they have Love in their heart for anyone! I'm not saying it's easy, just possible!</font>