I get yelled at to go to sleep a lot. Sometimes I know it's cuz im angry and need to calm down but more she, I won't name names cuz im not petty like that or catty, but U know who u are!�� sorry got off rail.. more randomly, I get yelled at " Scarlett, it time for bed. Scarlett, you need to nap. Scarlett, go to sleep or you go back away For Ever, this time! Grrr.����then I do get mad cuz I don't respect idle threats! And If she's serious that I would not be,allowed back out then how come She won't explain or answer ANYTHING!! but I gotta do everything she says? Bull crap! But I don't wanna go away again �� �� So when our husband gets upset with me or I screw up simple things... I hit my head and say "Stupid Scarlett, stupid stupid Scarlett always messing everything up" I like myself and I know it's not good to beat myself up over little things, but I am scared of having to go back there again.. and both of them are big sises and I am always mentally 14 to them, to everyone who doesn't even know I'm ME even !! I did grow up and I mostly feel like I'm the age I am, but younger than the body. . But still when I do anything wrong like get mad and kick sonething or, say or do something weird or odd.. right back to Stupid Scarlett, right back to being told it bed time, right back to 14...�� it's not fair! I'm not even tired and I do know how to do somethings!!!��