Thank you for replying. It means so much.

Yes I have been under the care of a psychiatrist for many years and have been on medication for years as well. I plan to see him again soon. It's just that for some time now I've been drifting down and my paranoia about my family people has been growing until I am really unhappy.

Just having someone reach out and listen is very comforting and makes me feel connected. I'm just so different from the people in my family and don't know how to connect.

Thank again