I ran into the man that raped me a few days ago. Today I had a major nightmare. I am so shaken up that I want to cut again. Both my best friend and my fiance hate it and I am spending the weekend with them. I don't know what to do. It's shaken me more than I'm letting on. I'm scared to go back to sleep. Iwant to hurt myself so badly but I know it will just scare them and make them mad. I don't know what to do. I want to just cry but the tears won't come