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Old Oct 25, 2015, 10:07 AM
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Originally Posted by MsGardenias View Post
.... I do not like who I have become and would give anything to HALF the person I once was.....
This is one of the biggest problems I face today. I can't stand the person I've become. I don't like myself anymore.
I'm useless and just a waste and drain on society. Yes it is through no fault of my own but I still can't help feeling this way. I know there's still a lot I can do if only I can get the friggin' past out of my head. You see I want to be the person I was not the person I can be. The " normal " think it's so easy. "Just go do this or that ". They just don't get it. Every day I wake up I just hope and pray I can find out why I'm still here because not only have I've been abandoned by others I've abandoned myself.
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