This is one of the biggest problems I face today. I can't stand the person I've become. I don't like myself anymore.
I'm useless and just a waste and drain on society. Yes it is through no fault of my own but I still can't help feeling this way. I know there's still a lot I can do if only I can get the friggin' past out of my head. You see I want to be the person I was not the person I can be. The " normal " think it's so easy. "Just go do this or that ". They just don't get it. Every day I wake up I just hope and pray I can find out why I'm still here because not only have I've been abandoned by others I've abandoned myself.