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Old Oct 25, 2015, 10:16 AM
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Thanks guys.
She did end up wishing happy bday and got me a gift. But.... The creepy unemotional vibe still stands. She was always shopaholic and holidays were very over the top ways for her to blow money. Mostly my Dads.
Yesterday we rented limo and went to city for a thing she planned for all of our birthdays (incl hers). Was nice, she paid for some out of her own pocket and I know she doesn't make a lot of $. She doesn't eat, admits freely that point. I think maybe she's starving herself and uses medical reasons for an excuse...
On top of- yes I had a nice day in city, but couldn't help feeling all day---- ignored.
My sister kisses her *****. I don't! Not anymore. My sis is showering her with compliments. M is just eating it up. Part of me is so angry and part feels bad. She's like .... Such a weird woman and I am her daughter!!!? That scares me ugh. I don't want to end up like her.

I brought up coming over, again. She's just like yea ok sure.

N dates no validation FK bs. Sucks

My other sister was no show. I can't blame her she had excuse and my mom was like IDK what's up with your other sister. She has admitted to me that my Dad favors her and she likes my Dad better then her.

This is the petty crap I am exposed to.
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