I truly thank everyone for the support here.
I don't like what's happening, but in my own case I truly believe that there has been a change in my brain function. Ever so subtle (and usually over in a split second) as to be almost unnoticeable.
Today I used the scissors and that I keep in the kitchen drawer. It's an automatic thing that you don't think about it happens so often. But this time I went to put them away and the mental picture of the drawer disappeared from my memory. I wasn't walking around scratching my head as it only lasted a second or so. But I had them in my hand and was standing right in front of the drawer and I glanced down at them and *poof*....the mental picture of the drawer was gone. So for that second I had to search my brain for what I knew I knew.
Such lame explanations from me, I know, but trying to convey this oddness is beyond my capabilities.
I know it's nothing that could be explained to a doctor and, if it could, there would be no test for it. But I know it's happening and it didn't happen before. It's not even like those times when you walk into a room and say "what am I doing here" or "where did I put my car keys"....I think that's a pretty normal thing and all you have to do is mentally work through a bunch of files and you KNOW it's going to be there. This does not feel like that.
Thanks for listening everybody who is reading. It's appreciated.
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