hey all i am back from my mommmmmss... i had fun there. yesterday we hung out at her house and got italian food. today she made a pumpkin pie and we went shopping bc i need some black sweaters for work. then we ate a burrito place. she gave me an ivy plant and it s in my kitchen now. i HOPE i dont kill it!!!

also i discovered that in the beginning of Oct. i got a raise from the store i work at. why dont they ever tell me when they give me a raise? this is the 2nd raise ive got since ive been there but both times i had to figure it out on my own. strange!!! i will also get a raise when i become an official bookkeeper.

im glad to be with my toby again. i go back to work tomorrow... a 7 hour shift

group on saturday was ok, afterwards T said i did good and he said he thought i wasnt paying attention but then i would say something or ask a question. lol. i just dont know where to look or what to do in group so i just stare at things and prob look spaced out. after group T and i talked some about me isolating. he asked me a strange question... if i thought people were generally stupid. i said i think a lot of people are simple minded but i dont know if that means stupid. he said he was listening to a podcast about that. that got us started talking about politics and the presidential candidates. somehow the convo got to psychosis and delusions, and my voices.

i had a good weekend, and i hope you all did too!!