my T told me that when he was in college he had a mild delusion. we were talking about missing aspects of psychosis, coming back from a delusion and what that feels like. i was telling him about 2012 when i thought i had everything figured out , abstract things . things that today would make no sense, but at the time felt so clear and awesome. he said "thats what it was like for me , too" i looked at him and said, have you been psychotic? he said he had a mild delusion in college. i knew my T has bipolar disorder. i didnt really ask him what his delusion was and it doesnt really matter anyway,. i just thought it was super interesting that hes experienced it. i always thought he never knew what i was talking about, only studied it and had experience treating it. i thanked him for telling me about it.. it helped me realize that even though he is well adjusted and 'normal' it doesnt mean he hasnt BEEN THERE. and i look to him as a role model because i want to be well adjusted and 'normal' too

edit:this convo didnt happen on saturday it was a couple weeks ago, but i was thinking about it today