I am a little bit farther down the road now , but the same feelings . Time helps . get some good meds to help you It will calm you down until your mind heals some . Wow to be 28 and have the world of time in front of you .
I know you can't see it now but things will change you will get better . Lean on your friends and talk it out . Go day by day don't think about anything way out there as you will not see it clear now . Time will help a lot . Take care