thankyou skeezyks and death mental-i really appreciate your replies!
i seem to feel familiar with MORF but ill have a look again- and my support staff have contacted the LGBT foundation before and they told us its very difficult getting profesional support.

i wish i coud for once be called my male name;emyln,everyone calls me my female name and calls me she/her which i really despise.
how do i get people to start recognising my gender reasisgnment? god im desperate for counciling.