We go on because of all the endless possibilities that life has to offer. We all want to live a happy and fulfilling life. One that is full of love and security and when those qualities are stripped from us it may seem like there is no end in sight, but we must keep in sight the glimmer of hope. We must keep in mind that no one is perfect and that no one's life is either. There will always be some aspect of our life that is not where we want it to be and there will always be stressful events lying in wait for us but if we put our best foot forward and do the best that we can at the moment, we will get through and no one can expect more than that. It probably sounds like I'm preaching but I'm not. I have my own issues and bouts with depression and bulimia but when I get down I know that in my heart of hearts, I want to live and if I at least try, I not only can but will be happy. It just takes time and a lot of effort.

It seems that you're biggest stresses comes from too many bad things happening at one time and from fractured relationships. Maybe it would help if you concentrated on one thing at a time and separated each individual issue. For instance, concentrate on getting your things moved without the assistance of your family and getting settled in New Orleans. It seems that the issue with your brother is a little too complex to be dealing with now. As far as support goes, I read on the general forum that you have two friends that you've know for a long time. Maybe you could reach out to them for some support. I'm sure they would love to help you. That's what friends are for, right?

You will get through this, I just know it. I have faith in you.