I have started training last Tuesday. It's a **** load of info and tomorrow we start working on the phones which I am really nervous about. I am nervous about taking forever to find/use the right tools to verify internal employees. I did fine on the phones for the first two days and this week later on we will be on the phones doing another segment using new tools we learned. I suck at note taking since I lose a lot of information hearing the info everything has to stay at the employer's office can't take any home. I am nervous on the day when they put us in a cubicle taking calls.

This new career is a great opportunity and I know I couldn't stay with my college job forever given the fact that my old position would go full time. Is it okay to be this nervous? Going from college job to corporate job is a huge jump for me, but I need to do better in this new career.

Also, I need to be able to have enough to implement my plan of moving to another city. I am getting paid weekly at this new job; I just need prayers that God keeps my head on straight during this new transitional period.

I am asking for prayers for my ex bf to get better he got hit by a car Tuesday crossing the street it was a hit and run. I pray he gets the money he deserves and gets better. He didn't object to me being there but told his mom what happened as he never told her, she told me he took my number out of her phone as she didn't do that. She couldn't seem to get a hold of his stepmom or father I was the only one available. Notice that lil girl of his didn't bother to go see him.

His mom couldn't believe what he did now I know he has an addiction to sex chat sites (before meeting him) and now it dawned on me how I found he had written ads from when he was on a chatroom (found it in his old room in the closet) of him looking for discreet fun didn't matter if the woman was married, single, divorced, etc that was before meeting him. Nothing about him has changed, he still puts that damn phone as his priority over anything else. He thanked me for coming I almost wanted to give him a hug, kiss, and say I love you but I knew he would have a fit on that. He looked glad yet I pretty much don't exist at all! His mom told me he cried a week ago he doesn't know she saw him crying.

His mom asked me to come to the hospital. I am glad he is still working at the job his benefits don't kick in until next month as he has no insurance. His mom said she will keep me updated on his health and it's sad she told me how he smirks at when **** is my fault she said not everything is her fault take a look in the mirror.

Yea, these are my prayers thank you.