Sometimes when I’m feeling down, I search on the internet, to find if there is people like me. I found an interesting story. This guy was treated bad all his life, and was rejected every time. He wrote that he was reached by an amazing person; he said that she not only was beautiful but she understood him. She didn’t need a playful person, she took him not because of how he look, but because what she couldn’t see. She just gave love and didn’t ask for anything, and helped him. The interesting part is that even when she saw what was inside of him, she didn’t reject him, she accept it. Maybe she treat him good because she was terminal, my head can’t think a good reason. Maybe I’m cynic, I don’t know. But I want that, yes she died, but even with her disease, she managed to take someone completely destroyed inside, and save him. And the best part is that she didn’t ask something in return. She saw more, gave him love, accepted him with all his pain, and didn’t ask for anything from him. Obviously he did the best he could to be perfect for her. He found what I’ve been looking for all my life. Maybe it was a made out story, I don’t know, but good lord that would be amazing, and it’s amazing just to think about it. Things like this keep me fighting, is like someone is telling me that I shouldn’t surrender, that I will find what I need. I hope it is.