i'm late coming to this post. i think it would be hard to be a "child" again, but it might be the best thing that could happen to you. i was 40 when i "discovered" my childhood. and i went into therapy, again, immediately.

it's interesting, but i don't play well with my granddaughters. i have a hard time letting go. so, we read alot and play in the creek and cook. i understand your problem with this.