Since I dont wanna take up more space on the board where people need more help than me...

I never knew how much energy it takes to get dressed. I woke up at 3pm after sleeping for 12 hours, been awake for ~2hours and now want to go back to bed.

Didn't eat at all yesterday. Ate after midnight. Only eating that one time today.

So nasty feeling. Haven't left bedroom except to go to the washroom. No energy to brush teeth or hair or to have a shower.

Want to cry but can't. No more energy. Nobody around to be around. Can't get outside today. Monday is a holiday, so no people around. By Tuesday, I wont want to go outside and be around friends.

So it begins... I'm slipping into the hole. And I dont have enough energy to care.

Bed looks good right now. Need to lie down. Dont feel so good.

Edit: My day just keeps getting worse. my sister and mom are coming to take me out for supper. i told them I wasnt feeling well and they're still dragging me out. I said only if I didnt get any lectures. Said they wouldnt. I dont believe them. They're going to make everything worse. I can't breathe. I'm going to have an anxiety attack. I cant be happy and fool them. I have to get dressed properly and look decent and pretend to be happy and go out in public and I dont want to do that. I guess I have to eat, and I dont wanna do that either.