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Originally Posted by mewtwojunior
I want to stop feeling miserable. All my life I have being living scared of everything. I feel like I'm a rollercoaster, Up and down everytime. Why I cannot make myself happy, why I cannot save myself? Everything that I see are mistakes. How to stop feeling guilty, How to find the right way? I'm tired of drowning myself into tears everytime, and I'm tired of remembering about my past everytime. I cannot make others happy. I wish I could. I don't want this anymore but I cannot escape from myself, althouth I wish I could.
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This is good! You do not want to be in this way anymore. You feel you need to do something. It is important you feel you can do something about it. Beware depression is tricky and makes us think we are powerless and we cannot control anything. And in this way, depression pushes towards death. That is way is so important to discover there is some power in you and you can do stuff to change your life. We are here to support each other. I am a grown up individual and sometimes I feel powerless because of depression. I come here often and find strength from our peers. Recovery is not a straight path, we have some high moments then we have low moments, as well. But we keep going