Like another poster said here, all Psychopaths are Narcissists... So yes, I certainly meet the criteria for NPD, but I am not "just" a Narcissist. I have all the clinical features of psychopathy except the criminality as a lifestyle thing(though that being said I was in and out of trouble throughout my childhood, adolescence, and early adult years...)

What does dissociating from your feelings mean to you? What did that look like and how did said dissociation affect you? How did you work through that and learn to feel your feelings?

It sounds like you've made a lot of progress, that is commendable!