Sometimes I feel completely empty like I'm not connected to my friends or my family. It makes me feel like i should just kill myself because I can't like have relationships or be normal. I'm almost 27 and I've never had an intimate relationship and I feel like it's too late to start now I can't connect emotionally to people the way normal people do. I almost feel like I'm dead inside already. I don't see my life getting any better and it's very hard to think about the future because I don't see myself having a family or being happy and I don't want to live if my life is just going to be the same as it is now.I don't know what to do