Oh no, the clinic got my insurance to OK a stress test at that horrible hospital I was last ip in! Oh no! They just called to give me the appointment details! Oh no! It's only a couple days after my next shrink appointment! Oh my God I don't want to go! And it's a morning appointment so I'll have to start getting up at 4 am again!!!!

I just don't want to go! Oh my God. How will I get through this?