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Originally Posted by marmaduke
StbGuy
I find it very hard to accept my flaws
Stop thinking of yourself as flawed, you are a individual, unique, you are not 'flawed'
Its not unusual for people to let other people down, yeah, it can be upsetting but you need to develop at thick skin.
Imagine there is a force field around you, and that critisium, hurts, just bounce right off!
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I think it's happening.
I rarely feel hurt by it anymore actually, and I'm starting to get by without having any friends.
If I can get my university project to work out a bit, then I'll have something to lock my attention onto 24/7 again, and it will be like old times!
That's me, that's what I'm good at. I go into my zone, and nothing or no-one is allowed in there with me. I'm safe and totally in control at all times.
I miss my zone, I don't use my zone anymore, because I've compromised it (yes me, it's my own fault). I've allowed others to contaminate my zone with their thoughts and persuasions. I need to recreate my zone again, this time only stronger and totally impenetrable.
I've forgotten what it is I am here for. I've become too involved with others, and they've swayed me. I should never have allowed it to happen, with nonsense like love and feelings and affections. Those things did nothing for me other than hurt me in some way or another, and sway me from my path and my true destiny.