Until yesterday? Absolutely nothing. Still having my eyesight and the use of my arms and hands, perhaps. With my out-of-control diabetes, eyesight problems and losing limbs are a real possibility.

But yesterday, and for hours today, I've been listening to the music that sustained me for almost four decades and I have found some joy. Sadness and nostalgia, too, regrets of not loving lovers past enough.

One day I might try television again.