Oh...and he said I have OCD. This is something he mentioned in passing in the past but today he said explicitly you are quite manic and OCD. He said he believes this is why I take excessive showers when I am manic, why I have such an attachment to music, especially the same songs repeateldly, and why I am taking my ring on and off of my finger repeatedly right now. He laughed and said he only threw in that last part because he has known me for years and didn't mean to make me insecure. In the past he has said the way my thoughts get stuck in such a loop is OCD like which is what I meant by he has said in passing in the past.